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So I need to be much more positive about this whole weight loss thing. I need to eat healthy and I need to exercise a lot. I’m going to start tomorrow with a mini cleanse. Wake up, drink water and black peppermint tea to clean myself out. Then sip ginger turmeric water throughout the day with some raw apple cider vinegar, green tea, and damiana tea thrown into the mix. I’m going to about town applying for jobs, going to a job fair etc. I think I shall go running in the morning too.

Right now I feel: very bloated, chubby, sluggish, overheated, tired, and gross. I feel a good 15-20 lbs over my ideal. I feel a nice cleanse is just what I need.

110 lbs. is all i ask.

i ate way too fucking much today. like i do every day. god fucking god. i hate being around people who eat all the time. when i was around people who hardly ate, i hardly ate. it was fucking great. now i’m a 135 lb tub of fucking lard.